EXORCISM
Inlet Beach, Florida. December 2020.
yield it, that ceaseless ache.
stars pouring out of your mouth
like you mean to cultivate
aeons. What begins? A word
becoming a song. Something
repeated: a familiar shape
my mouth holds as I float
under the incandescent eye
of a fallen, radioactive god.
Speck of carbon, cluster
of vibrant particles, my body
so completely tiny & yet
so full of longing. Structured
for lack—all that water
flowing without
a current, circling
the drain. Yield it:
void & absence, desire
& dream. Shape of our lips
forming words to unmake stars.
The sun won’t hear us.
No matter—what
listens is older. Weaving
new songs in the gaps
between each beat, each
breath, every wave
exorcising the ache.